is ther ever a time in ur life wher u r just bored with the usual happenings,events & activities? how you wish u can just sleep thru everything & woke up to a brand new day? it happen to e today.. I sleep till late afternoon & woke up not knowing wat to do, wher to go. its my off day & i aint got ani plans ahead. well there is a party goin at werk but i just un feel like goin. i dun find it interesting at all.

Meet up with a fren to head down to bishan for a walk. We went to Junction 8 to look for earphones & ironically, we found a nike-earphones.went for a short walk around it & went back to sembawang to sit at KFC bcoz Junction 8 KFC is packed. I'm having a headache.Migraine maybe. Fidy's online & chat up with her for a shortwhile.she finally got her blog & i've added her.i dunno how is she doin but she says she's doin great so that a good sign. About Emy, nuthin heard from her eversince the meet-up at Plaza Singapura. She's way ahead pursuing her career. Ms. eliana is totally busy with her projects.Now is the time where everyone is busy with each & everyone own things.

nite.

-ashkidd-

1:34:00 AM;

I'm currently listening to the song title Another You. Dat explains the post title.. Life has been doing fine. Not bad,quite strong. Although it may not seems to be a great mth, hopefully nt mth will be. Things goin pretty slow from wat i can see. I dun seems to be interested in anithing at present moment. Just pacifying myself now. When i'm able to buy a house, i'll try to make my dad lives with me. Currently, i'm looking for area to improve my carer prospect. I've got my pay for this month but it will be emptied out soon for uses.. Money realli makes the world goes round huh? People even fight for money.. isnt dat bad? let make the post short & simple. aniwae this blog is like for my own reference.. who wud read it aniwae.

gudnite to whoever dat reads it.*hugz*

-ashkidd-

12:21:00 AM;

ok i shall make a quick note since my lappy reads 30mins remaining time & im just lazy to plug-in the cords. so yah. i had my long holidays, haha. getting to know my new neighbourhood.walking around the roof garden-walking to SunPlaza etc.. I just cant believe that Aliff Aziz won Anugerah just den. i was realli hoping for Maiya or at least Roslan. Well thru-out the show, thers sumone special who is my all-time favourite. Its gotta be Syafinaz! Long-long ago, i get to know sumone by the name of Rin. She stay a few blocks away from my old house in simei & she resemblance syafinaz. So went i saw Syafinaz, i wud recall Rin. Fin - Rin, anithin close? haha. Im also kind of addicted to Violet crumble Chocolates lately! Yum-yum. I'm gona head down to Vivocity to start working back again. To be super frank, im searching for a new challenge. To Emy, enjoy life, i knew u r enjoying now. To Ms.eliana, Burfdae coming in waves huh! hehe. suka kau eh! To Fid, brace urself,keep it 2gether & stay happy! & to all Friends, stay Happy while it still last!

nite eu!

-ashkidd-

1:01:00 AM;

Last Saturday, i went home & all my siblings is around for a gathering. that night is gonna be the last time for a gathering like dat in that house in simei. i have been staying ther way back before i enlisted for national service till now. the house holds both of my sister weddings, my late grandmother's departure. as night falls, we went for supper at changi village. i stay up for quite abit to go on the net to chat wif frens & went to sleep after..

Awaken in the morning by the presence of the movers. slowly all the stuffs in the house are being taken away to be sent to respective places. my parents wud be staying in bedok south, my sis staying with her in-laws & me,staying with my elder sis. that day, is the last staying with all of them under one roof. its a very awkward feeling separating but at times, sumthing are beyond our control.

looking on the brightside of it, im grateful to my elder sis & my bro-in-law for taking me in. so now, i need to be more discipline & put my best behaviour staying at ppl home. im typing my blogpost now on the bed in my room in sembawang. i shall end my post for now.

i miss a lot of ppl.

-ashkidd-

11:51:00 PM;

well. i find that im actualli a complicated soul.. i keep stressing on myself. *sigh* im at lost alot of times. i break down lot of times too. I wonder if ani1 bother bout it. i dunno who i can talk to, run to. All i can do is to run away from it. till wen, i dunno myself. thanks to bridgette, my store mgr. She helped me alot in consoling me endlessly. Everytime i feel like i've failed her time & again. I worried bout my work. I dun seems to understand wher it going to leads me to. having much responsibility, tasks. Sandwiched between the higher management & staff.
sleepless nights,deepest thoughts,who'll understand, i dunno. i guess sleep thru it is better. looks like i gotta run from it again.

aniwae, i met sally & wan yesterday nite. bestfrens ever. dey are the ones who cheers me up wen im down. just dat not everyone are there for u everytime. every ppl needs time of their own. i had a good laugh with them as my worries, my problems drift away. i know the problems will come back somehow. let it come....

for now. i nid my sleep. gudnite ppl. i love eu.

-ashkidd-

12:23:00 AM;

hi ppl, let juz haf a quick recap of wat happening around aite. 1st of all, Roger Federer won the Wimbledon Open again.*sigh* muz it always him.. i was hoping for Nadal thou. haha aniwae both are nike sponsored athletes. Tennis, Naodia's favourite.haha

emy got lost on her flight i guess like the Tom Hanks movie,Terminal, isit?.that explains her dissapearance.aniwae, hope she is fine. Ms. eliana is feeling down over the burfdae chalet issue. Hope it wud be resolved soon. Dun be sad aite.. & Fid, dun think so much okay? you'll be home soon enuf.

As for me... next address, Spring Lodge,Sembawang Dr. I will have to get use to staying in the North. Most things are all packed to different locations.. Bedok South,Canberra & Sembawang Dr.

that the quick re-cap of things happening... see u around again ppl.nite!


-ashkidd-

1:06:00 AM;

well things gone pretty slow & boring.. with much chaos at home as we are moving out. sleeping by all the cartons of boxs which will be moved on sunday & after that simei will be a memories.. i simply got to get myself used to sembawang. not bad quite strong.hehe. working is getting a little complicated with the different workload & demands. haizz..if i had known earlier, i wud have studied porperly.. haha. aniwae, just got to live life thru it.. let see wat upcoming event.. hmm... national day? ahaks.. still a lil faraway in aug. oh ya! Ms. eliana burfdae on 2 aug! growing older huh bestfren! emy busy with her own things i supposed. she has always been busy.. i shall stay low & get busy with my own things.. dats all for now.

-ashkidd-

2:43:00 PM;

finally, i found some little time to blog. well, besides busy juggling my werk stuff, im also busy preparing to out from my home in simei. yes u r right, im moving out. next destination, sembawang. althou both places starts with "S", dey are super far apart. staying wif my elder sis.. god knows how it will turn out.. haha i may need to change the timing to go werk. haiz.. i shall write a post again soon. haha soon.

-ashkidd-

4:01:00 AM;

Well if there's ppl who read the post, some will notice that some post is from my friendster post & my old blogsite post. all this serves as a memories which cant be forgotten. At last, im finally setting foot on blogspot.i know i aint realli got time to update at times, but for sure will, i will try to updates as & when i can. the old blogsite will be tear down soon. with that note. Unleash to the New life wif all the memories as a tools to the future. stay tuned for frequent updates. see eu!

-Ashfie-

12:33:00 AM;

i thought the "deal or no deal" was great.. to think that i rush home to watch it. end up, the guy aint got luck i guess.hehe. mayb i shud join! guess wat ppl!! i went to Nike Spring 2008 tradeshow! well its sumthing like fashionshow wher u haf models whom catwalk on the runway. the event was held at Swissotel Merchant Court near Central,the new shopping hub near Clarke Quay. u wanna make a guess wats the door gifts? as each & everyone got sumthing different for the door gifts,i got a pair of Dunk Low & a Singapore Tee.

12:07:00 AM;

my 2 bestfren whom i highly look up to them are married now. i realli enjoyed & thank allah's blessing to have them as a fren in life. they are the 1 who see me laugh & the one who see me cry. being ther for me. they filled my life by helping me goin thru this pain i encountered in the world. now im crying thinking wat a great fren they are. i realli dunno wat life for me without them.. wan, sally. thnks for the friendship. selamat pengantin baru.




at the back : Ridzuan,Me,Nana & Zul.
at the front : my dearest fren! irwan & sally!
to all my frens, i love u all loads.. u all r always in my heart. to those who left,u r nvr forgotten.. i luv u too & im waiting for your return..
regards,
-spain2dream-

11:59:00 PM;

if memory serves as a purpose, years ago, a guy got to know a girl thru friendster.. the girl were actualli the guy's junior batch back in school days[secondary]. but at that time, they didnt knew each other.. dey bcame frens in frenster & were exchanging msg. after sometime, dey were exchanging contacts. small,short talks at times.
One point of time, the guy msg the girl & her mum called the guy instead saying that the girl got admitted.the guy was in-camp at that point of time henceforth he's unable to visit the girl.. the girl sumhow went in silence for sometime & the guy thought probably because he didnt visit her,maybe she thinks the guys dun cared bout her.. however the guy still wants to keep in touch wif the girl thou.. after months, the guy tried to contact the girl & they were back again as friends like before.. however the girl doesnt seems to recall the friendship that she ever had wif the guy.. dey were back again as frens.. msg, talked on the fone.. the guy have all the time for the girl however the girl are busy wif things.. tied wif schools & other stuffs.. when the girl feels like replying/answering she wud, when she dun,silence thru-out.. soon the excitement of a frenship fades away slowly..
the guy treasure the friendship so much dat he believes patience is everything. the guy updated about the girl thru her frenster & her blogs.. den one point of time, the girl was attached. the guy do felt injustice but he's contented enuf to know that the girl are being happy,being cared for.. what matters is the girls happiness..
months after months, he keeps on doing what he does everytime, updating about the girl by luking over her profile on frenster for updates & her blogs too.. unexpectedly, the girl's rlationship didnt last & the guy showed up to give her support dat she may need.even if he were to become a rebound of the girl's previous love.her happiness is wat matters.. the guy were there for the girl as a shoulder to cry on, to support her & get her up on her feet after the fall dat she encountered..they become gudfrens, meet up frequently. the guy was there most of the time for the girl. his free time is spared specially for the girl. even if he doesnt hav enuf sleep,tired becks on him etc.. he will do whatever neccesary for the girl. he do watever errand that the girl might nid to do. the girl's wish is his command. her happiness is wat matters.. the guy juz love to see the girl smiles & being happy bcoz he knows underneath the smile of the girl is a sadness of a girl with lots² of things dat nid to be done.its always about the girl. whatever dat dey does is always things bout the girl.. thru-out, thers squabbles,tiff & small argument. as not to affect the ties dat dey hav, the guy always give in.. & the girl got bolder thru times, knowing dat the guy always give in. adapt from a saying " the hands dat feeds is the hands that got bitten." the girl's happiness is wat matters to the guy.
One rainy day. they got into a big argument. as always the guy wud give in at the end. instead of the situation to be fine, the guy got step on the head, arrogance got into the girl's mind & soonafter the girl went off,out of the guy's life.. without a word.. the girl no longer update her blog & hardly update her frenster.but the guy do watever he cn to update himself about the girl..
after months.. the guy tried contacting the girl, things go on fine. soon,dey meet up again.the guy showered the girl lots of care & concern like always. the girl sumhow told the guy on wat she notice.. the forever care & concern bout her from the guy thru the time & she beginning to opens up to the guy. dey went a step closer towards a rlationship. but it didnt last forever.. the guy made a big,grave mistake out of his stupidity..despite of taking the responsibility,the girl do not budge. the guy tried to redeem himself for the mistake that he done to her but it fells on deaf ear.the girl gives the guy no room for discussions.. in the girl's point of view, the guy brings burden to the girl. the girl got so mad till she made a promise that she wudnt contact the guy forever.. the guy got realli sad about it. the guy tried to contact the girl but were in despair. the girl doesnt seems to give the guy a chance at all & the guy will still wait upon the girl..
tis is the story of him & her.no one knew yet wats the ending to it as the guy still believe patience is everything.his life seems complete when with the girl. they went thru alot.. all the gud times & the bad times..does times is something that will forever remain in the guy minds as long he still standing.
tis is the story of him & her.. from END 2004 till now.[at the time the post were published]
Forever Love.
by,
-irman zaini-

1:36:00 AM;

We always go 4 d best things in life.Everything..even our partner.why are we never felt contented,thankful to what we have? What if 1 day we found out dat the person we left,we ditched is the person dat hav gave us d purest love of all? Wud it be too late to regret? What are really dat u wish for,u hope for in sumone dat u called life-partner.. thnks to those who take things for granted. bless u..

1:34:00 AM;

My sunday doesnt seems well for me.Nt in d best moods nw.im hvin a mixture of feelings in me nw.heading hm straight.i must make myself wake up from ani dreams dat i mayb in rite nw.playing wif our emotions is the trickiest thing ppl cn do to us.if i were to bleed deep inside,wud u ever know? This is wat irman hv been thru,being hurt & more hurt by surroundings & dey dun even care if dey hurt u..

1:34:00 AM;

Well irman is quite confused bout gerls..dey make irman happy,cry,laugh,sad,go crazy etc..Well.I've always heard of gerls gt cheated by guys,but irman got dumped,fooled & cheated too, despite luvin dem whole-heartedly. So am i being stupid & dumb 4 being too kind 2 gerls? I dun hv d heart to cheat dem,but i gt cheated instead.thnks to those who hv done dat to me.i blif in retribution,nt revenge..

1:31:00 AM;

Its saturday nite & im at hm watching tv! I used 2 go clubs wif my male frens b4 but i hv stop 4 a mth nw. Had a great day at werk today,managed 2 work hand-in-hand wif my collegue 2 hit our daily sales target! Oh ya! I hv done my outlet proud & being d top by serving a mystery shopper during d 1st half of August..Yippie! Stay tuned coz my next blog is bout personal affairs on me.. *winks*

1:30:00 AM;

Im having my break-time nw.sittin quietly inside d storeroom bcoz i hate d crowds on weekends..i hv gt a testi from a new fren in frenster,she says dat im cute.. Hmm.. Cute meh me?? Well i hope cute is nt all dat ppl can find in me.. Im missing emy.. been quite 4 a few days.god knows wat she been doing.haizz.. Nt even a msg of concern.. I wanted 2 msg,2 call but im afraid i end up irritating her..

1:29:00 AM;

I was disturbed of my baby sleep.. many thanks to the cutting grass guys downstairs.Its saturday & i'm off to werk soon.I do like werkin on Sat althou i might miss some fun wif anyone.but i prefer goin out on sundays! Going down to suntec,bugis or parkway for a walk is great! dats my hobby;wandering alone.Wandering in Orchard is no-no on sundays!haha.well going to libraries,borders or kinokuniya on your free days is great too..i'm werkin morning 2moro,so wher wud i b goin??hmm..actually irman leads quite a boring life.. apart from werk,home,practically thers nuthing else im involved myself in.at times i wud b goin out wif her.but at times..provided she wud wants to meet me.if she doesnt she wud b as silent as always.even if i send a msg,thers no possibility of replying.i'm getting pretty confused of the situation..AArghh.dats all i wud say for 2day..bubbye

1:25:00 AM;

[PROFILE]

Born in November 28,1983
Single & Alone.
BUsy Werkin & Slacking Whenever time available.
5 days of werk & 2 days off.
I'm a saggittarius.
I'm a Left-handed person
I like arts-related things
From Drawing >> to DyNamic Display >> to Dreamzy PhotoShots.
Lumix D.SLR is my current fav. toy *gleaming eyes*
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