if memory serves as a purpose, years ago, a guy got to know a girl thru friendster.. the girl were actualli the guy's junior batch back in school days[secondary]. but at that time, they didnt knew each other.. dey bcame frens in frenster & were exchanging msg. after sometime, dey were exchanging contacts. small,short talks at times.
One point of time, the guy msg the girl & her mum called the guy instead saying that the girl got admitted.the guy was in-camp at that point of time henceforth he's unable to visit the girl.. the girl sumhow went in silence for sometime & the guy thought probably because he didnt visit her,maybe she thinks the guys dun cared bout her.. however the guy still wants to keep in touch wif the girl thou.. after months, the guy tried to contact the girl & they were back again as friends like before.. however the girl doesnt seems to recall the friendship that she ever had wif the guy.. dey were back again as frens.. msg, talked on the fone.. the guy have all the time for the girl however the girl are busy wif things.. tied wif schools & other stuffs.. when the girl feels like replying/answering she wud, when she dun,silence thru-out.. soon the excitement of a frenship fades away slowly..
the guy treasure the friendship so much dat he believes patience is everything. the guy updated about the girl thru her frenster & her blogs.. den one point of time, the girl was attached. the guy do felt injustice but he's contented enuf to know that the girl are being happy,being cared for.. what matters is the girls happiness..
months after months, he keeps on doing what he does everytime, updating about the girl by luking over her profile on frenster for updates & her blogs too.. unexpectedly, the girl's rlationship didnt last & the guy showed up to give her support dat she may need.even if he were to become a rebound of the girl's previous love.her happiness is wat matters.. the guy were there for the girl as a shoulder to cry on, to support her & get her up on her feet after the fall dat she encountered..they become gudfrens, meet up frequently. the guy was there most of the time for the girl. his free time is spared specially for the girl. even if he doesnt hav enuf sleep,tired becks on him etc.. he will do whatever neccesary for the girl. he do watever errand that the girl might nid to do. the girl's wish is his command. her happiness is wat matters.. the guy juz love to see the girl smiles & being happy bcoz he knows underneath the smile of the girl is a sadness of a girl with lots² of things dat nid to be done.its always about the girl. whatever dat dey does is always things bout the girl.. thru-out, thers squabbles,tiff & small argument. as not to affect the ties dat dey hav, the guy always give in.. & the girl got bolder thru times, knowing dat the guy always give in. adapt from a saying " the hands dat feeds is the hands that got bitten." the girl's happiness is wat matters to the guy.
One rainy day. they got into a big argument. as always the guy wud give in at the end. instead of the situation to be fine, the guy got step on the head, arrogance got into the girl's mind & soonafter the girl went off,out of the guy's life.. without a word.. the girl no longer update her blog & hardly update her frenster.but the guy do watever he cn to update himself about the girl..
after months.. the guy tried contacting the girl, things go on fine. soon,dey meet up again.the guy showered the girl lots of care & concern like always. the girl sumhow told the guy on wat she notice.. the forever care & concern bout her from the guy thru the time & she beginning to opens up to the guy. dey went a step closer towards a rlationship. but it didnt last forever.. the guy made a big,grave mistake out of his stupidity..despite of taking the responsibility,the girl do not budge. the guy tried to redeem himself for the mistake that he done to her but it fells on deaf ear.the girl gives the guy no room for discussions.. in the girl's point of view, the guy brings burden to the girl. the girl got so mad till she made a promise that she wudnt contact the guy forever.. the guy got realli sad about it. the guy tried to contact the girl but were in despair. the girl doesnt seems to give the guy a chance at all & the guy will still wait upon the girl..
tis is the story of him & her.no one knew yet wats the ending to it as the guy still believe patience is everything.his life seems complete when with the girl. they went thru alot.. all the gud times & the bad times..does times is something that will forever remain in the guy minds as long he still standing.
tis is the story of him & her.. from END 2004 till now.[at the time the post were published]
Forever Love.
by,
-irman zaini-
