i found time.
time to sneak-in for a moment to post a blog & so the story goes like this..
First of things First : Happy BurfdaE IrMan.. U r 24yrs old now..
yah.. by the day i gets older.. was it gud? or bad? ask me & i dunno..
I've gt ppl sending sms greeting me when the clock strikes 12am.
I've gt an Earle's Swensens Ice-cream cake for Breakfast..
I even gt an sms from my Company Director wishing me on My Burfdae.
& to top it all.. i found Emy back for my Burfdae..
Story of Emy & ME started years ago. end of 2004. Memory serves as a purpose..
She's back & i dunno hw long she will stay this time. She meet me up in Marina coz i'm werkin on sumthing ther. As always, surprise me & she bought me a burfdae gift. We had a sumptuos dinner & flashback memories.. Story of him & her; She's the cast.. the gift was lovely for sumone special.. As it reads. She is being lovely like everytime..
But then again, i believe that destiny is out of our control.. so yahh.. shall just look on for wat will happen next..
On another note. the thoughts of constance might juz washed away like hw the waves washed the shore.. if a dream will never be real, will u still be dreaming. I dunno if i shud keep on deceiving myself,cheating myself about it. true facts are always hard to accept at times. hw much i wished i can face the facts everytime. Sometimes, words are just not enuf to clear the doubts. Say u love me, but deep down wud it be the same? Actions speaks louder than words. I shallnt not hope on for things which will never happen. I'm standing still. If true love are not meant to be together, wat love wud dat be? Give a thought & think it over again..
Nevertheless to those whom i ever love,wished to be love & still love, go & seek for your happiness & if u get there b4 i do, Dun give up on me.*hugs*
.:: iRman MaRzainI ::.
