I'm currently on a holiday.. & it does makes me go crazy having nuthin to do,sleepless at night etc.. I haf not been able to sleep well or not sleeping at all at night, due to the holiday dat i'm in. My body mechanism seems to adapting to a different timezone. I haf been stayin home pretty much to conserve my "resources" - dat's applied chimpnology *grins* Went over to take a peek or wassup over in CinE outlet on thursday,basically dey are hoorayin since "the reaper" no longer resides ther. Ahakz. next destination is my roots for sure. Vivocity.well it does held alot of memories ther & i can see that i'm getting down a bit emo as i go on, beware to get bored ppl. Its sad to leave thou but as we move on to a certain point, somehow we gotta leave the past to seek the future. but dat doesnt mean i wud forget the staff dat i hav been slogging hard with all-along. i do hope i will remember dem & meet dem when time permits. To be honest, i thinks i got a problem in handling people. maybe my interpersonal skills is yet to be so-called full-pledge. I can feel that i'm being regimental without showing compassionate to those under my wing before. but i really detest lazy bums. its unfair at times if u know how to analyse things..
Aniwae,moving forward, i haf always wished that it will be a better enviroment on the next job, wher people work in a postive attitude.*crossing fingers* SEE, i got carried away from my initial topic. ouhk,went over vivo to collect all my last belongings & stuffs dat i received from NIKE SINGAPORE. Meet up with Bridgette,Salinah & Arif for an impromtu meeting over the gathering that will be held on sunday.Yesterday, i met up with the Crapzie's.. Far East be the meeting place & watch the LEAP years at tiong bahru plaza. i shud say i enjoyed the movie. althou it looks just like another drama which u may find in the tv, still the messages conveyed make us repeats certain taglines of the movies, making us remember wats the story about. Love story.. sweet as it can be. i dunno if the rest of the crews like the movies but definitely it not a loss for me to choose watching leap years den the Spartans movie. an utterly rubbish movie. not exactly that i dun appreciate that kind of movies, just that its more meaningful & worthwhile watchin leap years. reviews from the movie that i've watched, its actually true. dat u shud at least listen,give opportunity to the other half to speak out..
Philosopher i am not, but i do believe that expressing/pouring out what's inside is always a gud thing to do.. dun leave everything to fate but u decides it all, most of it. Sometimes, ppl tends to be loud,blunt,oblivious to nature.. my qns is, to wat extends. At times it makes me got lost in direction/translation when interacting with this certain community of ppl. its always a gud thing for dem to be happy, humourous juz dat wher it ends? when r dey serious about stuff? it makes me believe that those ppl are also confused with their own things on-hand. dey dun seems to know wat they realli want, how r dey going to achieve to that? at times, dey do take things for granted. not knowin wher to stop when dey shud. who shud be blame? God knows..
the world is not real - quoted by the intellectual ones. to a certain aspect, some is unreal, some is real, a balance to everything; namely yin & yang. shud its really not real.. mayb feelings are not real either. A person moves the other by a smile,frown,laughter or sad,all those sorts of expression so was it real,sincerely from deep within? ouk since i'm way off track, gotta get back on it. we went on to "Durian session" at Geylang Lor. 17 *mind you wher u thinking at* unfortunately, i just dun haf the feel of eating durians. just dun feel like my mouth eager for it. aniwae, it drags on till 1am when we decides to haf a take-away & consumed it at east coast. its a real nite out but its fine for me since i seem to be adopting insomnia. reached home close to 6am & as usual, the tossing game on the bed doesnt decides my fate. since i cant sleep, i went on for a run in the cool morning. from my place all the way to Sembawang Park, going realli slow to enjoy the early morning mood. greetings to fellow morning joggers,theirs smiles around, i find that singaporean to haf graciousness even to the last bit of it. lives hards struggling in singapore, but y we cant just migrate from my views, is the people that we have living around in singapore to make it complete. bought breakfast from the family at home who's enjoying the cool morning on 1st March. NOw it goes down to wher i am now, right here typing out every single bit of reminiscene. its close to 11.30am now. mayb i will take a nap nw. gud dae to all readers.
sidenote:Constance, ABC *smile*
im dozing off soon. gudnite evangelion. *hugs*
- eRman -
