im feeling so all by myself. i feel im being ignored, being neglected. i also feel im bothering, im useless, im irritating.. every other time i waited for the messages.. it didnt came. i waited for the calls.. it didnt came. do i have to make the moves everytime.. do i have to keep the ties secured by myself or it takes both of us to keep it together. i suppose she really have no idea how she means to me, because it is wat im experiencing deep inside. perhaps one day when she likes sumone & thats sumone treat her like this than she will know how it feels. sometimes they doesnt realise it. i utterly... terribly disappointed with what happen. i feel all is myself to b blame... im all to blame for all the mess.. i feel at fault for wishing for her to be there for me like how i am there for her everytime of the day.. god, i miss her alot.. i miss her messages, i miss her voices, i miss her "yup yup", i miss her smile.. i miss everything about her. im totally clueless about what i shud do... althou i needed her, i know she have alot of things on hand to remember me for a sec.

shud i give up or shud i just keep chasing pavement...

10:09:00 PM;

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Born in November 28,1983
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