im trying to find time.. time to pen down all i have in my thoughts. thers alot in here just that i have no one to confide to apart from my pillow & and this blog. there are ppl who proclaimed that they are there to hear me out but i just find its not appropiate for me. on the other hand, the one that i wished to be there for me are not there.. i recall sumthing which says "lets be ther for one another" now it left me thinking if words are louder than actions.

i do at times wonder why i'm readily available for people yet people are not readily to make their presence felt. am i such a fool to have got this kind of way of treating people. i realise that im likely a person who have to beg for attention. is it so bad..? why... i wonder... over & over again, im always left by myself to comfort my own.. everytime, it feels like the time where emy is in the picture. i lived by her shadow & finally let go the 4 years long of companionship. from there i found out that those 4 years is wat i have hold on by myself.. i feel the world is unfair to me. to have tested me all these obstacles of life.

now.. i have found a fren. a fren out of virtuality. i enjoyed her presence so much & i feel we have the common interest. but the doubt is, what have she really done to have made her embedded to me? is this be d same like before.. where i have to struggle to keep it alive.. or we will drift away..
isit so hard to settle down with a person to live thru times. everything is so fragile..

its her birthday today.. happy birthday to her..

6:31:00 PM;

[PROFILE]

Born in November 28,1983
Single & Alone.
BUsy Werkin & Slacking Whenever time available.
5 days of werk & 2 days off.
I'm a saggittarius.
I'm a Left-handed person
I like arts-related things
From Drawing >> to DyNamic Display >> to Dreamzy PhotoShots.
Lumix D.SLR is my current fav. toy *gleaming eyes*
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Mr. & Mrs. World

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