today just like everyother Sundays.. slow & plain..
Went out for a haircut since i find that my hair dun seems to grow longer but thicker so i guess i shall keep a short hairstyle for the time-being. Aniwae i guess its like 6mths ago wher i had my short hairstyle.Also went for a little toiletries shopping for my SHampoo..been in love with Silkpro shampoo a mth ago..im trying out this new shaver by Shick. its a shaver with a trimmer at the bottom..i wonder why shaver cost that much..
i dun think the week that has past is that great thou.i had pretty much bad time a work & personally not stable as well.i wud say that im pretty much sensitive & emo. it goes to show that im not an empty person inside. sometimes i wonder if ppl wish for an empty person or with feelings.at times its hard to please ppl & i realised that u left unappreciated for what u have been ther for.be here when u in need & be gone in pursuit of your happiness.it happen more than i can remember..why do ppl behave this way? is this wat it meant to be.. i still misses the times i had with all the past friendship that i have ever had which had been buried due to them pursuing glory in their lives in this world..im not exactly blaming them but if only they cn open up the mind & think why its important to care about the ppl around them.. u never know if that person is gone when u want to look for them back. im quite saddened with the way they rule the friendship.
i appreciate this one fren of mine from childhood.We gre up together in the neighbourhood but it suprises me that we able to keep the friendship till we are of this age.thers another gud fren of mine living her life away in DUBai..SHe's my Bimbo classmates from primary school.they are the only ones that really stays available when i need them & i do make my time for them too. Are friends nowadays become materialistic?
At times im left clueless with questions in my head on what friends really wish for in friendship. im always sumone who need assurance.. thou its unfair for me, i feel bad for neglecting them but yet im feeling the pain of swallowing the blame to make things better..god knows how long can i hold on to it...